I come to dislike the idea of my family leaving home(aboard) coz it makes me feel so lonely.

My lil bro left to China for some volunteering works this morning.
He said good bye to a still half foot in Lala land me.
If this is a western culture,he would plant a light peck on my cheeks.
*shudders*

Though nothing much of my life would change.
Less naggings.
Less bickers.
Less laughters.
It's just a short ten days.
Hope everything is fine for him there.
A safe journey to and fro is what I asked for.

(Elder)Bro seems to love it there at England.
Though he claimed to lost 6kg(man!!I wanna shed those pounds too!)
and his waist is now of a tiny 28cm!(For guys!!?),but other than food..he still seem to be doing good.

Sigh.
I wanna go on hols too.
I cant even go to Bangkok!

I feel so trapped here.
I wanna go on hols,not with my family,my friends..maybe not even Jason.(aww...baby...listen to what I have to say first.)

I just wanna go on tour with a stranger.
Better to be a homosexual guy whose metrosexual!

No strings attached.
Realised I didnt wanna meet any gal on tour.

I guess...It is more fun to be with a guy who is not so GUY,respect women,a perfect gentleman,yet wont be the type you fall for.

If you are with a bf or so,you run to the perils of not having a decent good night sleep.

Honestly...the idea of sex with your bf turns me off.
I dunno what does that explains.

To me,sex is something done when you are so swept away by the romance,the sensuality and sexuality of the night.

Other thant this kinda romantic sex,the rest is porn sex.

Sex with husband is another thing,maybe.
You have to produce baby anyhow.
(well..not really.-_-)

Anyway,yeah~That's how I think.

On trip with a friendly unknown stranger(who has better be metrosexual homo)
is good.
I am eliminating all chances of unknown bad misfortunes that may befalls.

Damn!
BORING LA.

How interesting can the person is when she is always blogging boredom away.